Hello from UK

Hi gang...

I have started classes last week, and to tell you the truth, I'm kinda nervous about the masters program, I know I have great writing skills, I love writing, but of course not in an academic way, but still I love checking the grammar and the spelling without the help of a computer (only eventually).
But still, I hate research, and that what's frightening me.

Last week was really cold, my hands and lips turned blue that they looked scary, but since the weekend it's been kinda warmer.

And not to sound like a typical "Kuwaiti", but my nails are starting to dry up from the cleaning and cooking LOOOOOOOL but it's ok I have strong white nails (mashallah), and frankly I don't mind cuz I love being on my own and having my own place and doing things whenever i want....
I still haven't walked around naked though!!!! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
But I love my apartment, it's so spacious, and totally new, with a great view of the hills.

Anyhoo, I'm gonna try to be a good girl and regularly post...

My God, fasting is getting on my nerves a bit (est'3fer Allah), but what can I do? I'm just being honest, cuz everybody's eating and the smell of food and coffee mmmmmmmmm, and besides the fact that I'm cold makes it all the worst, well I think I would be hungry no matter what the weather is like heheheheheheheheheheheh....


Take care

IMMMMMMMMWAAAAAAAHHHHH

I MOVED TO UK!!!

Guys I moved to UK to do my masters, i was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo busy & lazy 2 blog around, and still running around....


Take care.

Happy Late Late Late Valentine's

Hi bloggieeeeeeeeee :***************
Missed ya….


Oh wow! It's been exactly a month since I last posted anything. I know this is late but happy valentine to all the love birds & single people out there. It was a good day for me, got cake for the family and a card for my daddy (as I do every year), but I didn’t get for each a rose, I usually give out a rose to all I love, even our housemaids, but I was really busy, left work at 6pm & headed to the gym for a couple of hours. So I only had time to get a cake cuz I was tired to wait at the florist to prepare roses. But when I arrived home at 9:05pm, and it was empty as usual, I was like: "Nah, I'm ok…"
But as the hours got late, and I got sleepy, I headed to bed & I got sad, cuz I had to sleep alone.

Speaking of busy, finally I had time, I haven’t blogged for a while cuz I had a very hectic month, a lot of things happened. My aunt died (Allah yir7amha), such a great lady, she'll be missed, but I know she's in a better place.
Work was CRAZZZZZZZZZYYY!! I didn’t even have time to drink a cup of tea, my brain was so tired, I would get home, and if I had time to sleep, I would sleep an hour, then in the evening, almost everyday of the month I had things to do, people to see, just crazy.

Oh and I have great news, but I'll reveal it later, it's not me getting married, it's totally different, but it's wonderful news…..

The past month, I had a fight with my best friend, she kinda disrespected me in front her aunt. Now, I'm ok with the joking, and getting on each others nerves in front of our both families, but she went too far, she kinda told me to shut up & don't interfere (enty shakooo?) is what she said, while all three of us were having a normal conversation. I got so mad, and didn’t speak a word all night till I left home, and we started fighting over text messages, I was furious with her. But cuz we have a strong friendship, when she knew my aunt had passed away, she came to my office and gave me her condolences, we hugged so hard cuz we had missed each other for 3 weeks, but still kept our distances till this minute. I hid a valentine card in her drawer at work, while she was away, saying I still love her & she will always be my best friend. She sms'ed me at the end of work, when I had already left, saying she loved the card and got teary…..
Since I met her in March 2005, so this was our second valentine's.

I'm not gonna say what I got this year, but it was kinda cute…I'm not involved with anyone, but
lets just say I have an admirer…hmmmmmmmmm?

I loved Valentine's day since I was a little girl, making our own cards, and choosing a valentine, it was so innocent. I have a couple of stories I shared with the Deera-Chat family.
You can find them here http://deerachat.wordpress.com/2007/02/15/happy-valentines-from-deera-dinar-and-now-movie-chat/#comments

And check out this card while I was getting a card for my daddy and my best friend, it cracked me up!!!

Christmas Fever with Leonardo

I know it's past Christmas already, but this post is not about the holiday itself, but rather related to the spirit of celebrating it, the feeling of it, on any day of the year.

For example, I bet every house in Kuwait has a table at the side by a couch, or in the corner, or simply the coffee table in the middle of the living room, where there's stacks of boxes from all kinds of cookies, chocolates, candy, marshmallows, potato chips, donuts, cakes, nuts, crackers, banek, different kinds of Arabic sweets, especially when relatives or friends bring you from one of those Arabic countries. And with the winter, that table is refilled with wintery snacks, like bagh-9am (to have with your milk and tea), daarabeel, cake bo-safeenah, ra-hash, and the list just goes on and on.

Some days pass by when the table is full with these snacks, or junk food, which ever you prefer to call it (I personally call them delights), and some days when there's nothing on the table, the banek and some cakes have dried out, the nuts & chips get chewy, some sweets & candies get hard.
So if you had read my previous post, you would have read that I bought a few of those "delights", and placed them on the table. The following two days after, on Friday morning to be exact, I woke up, and the table was filled with even more "delights" that my dear brother had brought. I love that feeling when I wake up to see these treats, when my daddy or one of my brothers come late at night like Santa, and place them, & I get that feeling like I'm a little kid, getting presents on Christmas morning.
I don't know, but the table would look so colorful like nicely wrapped presents. I think that’s why I get a natural high.

These are just some of the "delights" my brother had brought….

Mmmmm digestive cookies, and Cadbury's Fingers & left over marshmallows, and dried peaches, under the marshmallows.

One of my favorite chocolates, especially the red one....OUCH! But I had ate it all, it's the same as this yellow box (white chocolate).
And that red bag that's not showing much is dried prunes.

Muhanna is from my friend, and gez is from a relative

No comment...yummyyyyyyyyyy....

Relating to another Christmasy topic, I bought these stickers from Accessorize last November, I'm sure that some of the girls have seen them. I love their stuff, especially their lingerie, I have a HUGE collection, I even bought almost all of the latest they had for the Christmas season, with the snowman & the ginger bread man….Although their latest styles this past year has gone downhill a little.
Ok that’s enough about my personal wardrobe.

Back to the stickers, now these that I have bought that I just don’t wanna use them, I'm thinking to stick them on my laptop, and some on my closet….I already have these that I have on my closet, they're soooooo cute, each pair with a matching bag...there's more but I just displayed these:

But these are cuter, non?
I love snowmen….


Look at those ice skates…hiloow the color….

While writing this post, I was watching Oprah, and DAMN!!!! Leonardo DiCaprio has turned out to be fine!! I never liked him, cuz of his baby-face features, even back in 1989 I think or 1990, when me & my cousins used to collect those teen magazines, one of my cousins had a crush on him, she would scream her head off!! He was a kid back then, he was on a show I don’t remember now, and I used to tell her how much bad taste she had. Then when he appeared on the blockbuster "Titanic", her crush came back to life, and I still didn’t have a thing for him, but these past 2 years with the cool haircut, and the sexy goaty, he's super hot! OUCH!
God he looked amazing tonight….
I'm not a fan of Titanic, too mushy, but I've got to admit, he is a great actor, & I love most of his other movies.




I love it when guys leave their ties a bit loose, so sexy.

Oooooooooooooooooh, ties are always a turn on for me….I wanna pull it off of him passionately…

One of Those Days I like

Hi bloggie :***


So yesterday I mentioned that I had a hectic day, but I was not in the mood to post about it. I'm up now, and feel like I wanna post about it, nothing fancy, just about my day.
I tend to do this many times: I don’t blog for a long time then I have 2 posts on Safat in one day! When I said I am moody, I wasn’t kidding around.

So yesterday after work, I decided that I need to change my car's engine oil. I've done it a few times before, so now I always change it myself, cuz it's not worth the hassle calling up my brothers for an oil change, besides I'm used to being independent and I love it.
I was waiting for the guy to get the right size of the filter, and because my mobile was dead, I asked the other fellow if his boss had a charger in his office. He said yeah, so I gave it to him, charged up my cell phone, and figured why sit around (in the car) bored, I took out my laptop, and thank God for GPRS, I get connected by 3G, and VOLIA, I'm blog hopping on Safat, cool.
I have always prayed they would invent a gadget as this, between you and me, I always knew they would.
But I looked so cool and intelligent in the car, which I mentioned before I already am, thank you very much!

Later on, I was set and ready, my cell phone got charged, I was off. I went and got my nails done, trimmed my hair, then went to the co-op and bought cookies, chocolate, and Garnier Nutrisse hair coloring with fruit oils, cuz last time I had highlights, but never again will I color my hair in a beauty parlor, cuz they really damage the hair, I've always used Garnier, it's way better cuz of the fruit oils.
Got home at 5pm, had only fries and dagoos Crystal for lunch (ate alone today cuz everybody's at work) got out again at 5:50 pm and headed to the bank where my brother had already been waiting for me there, which shit happened but have to post about it other day, but for now all I can say is: "I DO NOT BLAME THE PEOPLE FOR GETTING MAD FOR THE LOANS CASE!! BANKS ARE BIG TIME ROBBERS AND THEY SCREW WITH PEOPLES HEADS!!"
I'm proud to say I was a lady about it, but bitched about them in the car like a different, yet a true lady!! Heeheeheehee

My bro headed back to work, I got back home, still mad from the bank trip, colored my hair, took a nice hot shower, dried my hair in the living room (love doing that), at 9:30 pm got hungry again, had chicken soup, and just in time for "So you think you can dance" show….ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh my dream has always been to be a contemporary/Latin/American jazz dancer, I think it's so sexy. But I'm stuck with the usual Kuwaiti/belly dancing/Persian/ordinary hip hop styles….by the way, I mix everything together…my own style.

Ate a lot of chocolate & cookies, cuz it's Wednesday night (damn the winter), not to mention I haven’t been to the gym in 3 weeks…OMG!!!! Three weeks?? Just did the math…oooopsy! I need to get my ass there, but er…um….next week, I promise, on Saturday!! *Giggles*

Then talked on the phone with my friend about the usual, which is basically NOTHING! Just plain ol' girls chit chat.

Posted about my habeeby Alejandro Sanz,

the crush is still here…and slept at 3:30 am.


On a different note, one of my new years resolution is to pray more often and on time,

I love God, but I get so lazy, bas el-hamad Allah, that 2007 so far is been good, I hated 2006, it was a messed up year for me, the best of it was my trip to London December 2005-January 2006, where I had a blast new years eve, don't worry, I don’t drink :)
And my business trip alone to NY (ahhhh) then Orlando (WOOO HOOOO!! YEEEE HOOO!!!).

Hey Sexy.....

هلا....هلا والله

هلا حبيبي



نعم؟ هلا حبيبي؟ ما أسمع؟ هلا؟




آمرني....أبوي أنت.....عسل.....لذيذ




بردان؟ انشالله حياتي...أصير لك دفاية....أصير لك كمبل.....


هلا عمري؟

يوعان؟؟ انشالله....أصير لك دياية....فطيرة....كاكاوة

تعبان؟




ويه ويه سلامتك.....أصير لك بنادولة



Now that’s what I want in a man….his manly hairy hands all over my body….

Alejandro Sanz….so sexy, and Shakira 7adha jaikarah…

*Drooling*

Some of you might remember my post in August 2005 about the "bad" man of my dreams: "أبي واحد عفطي!! ما يصير؟؟"

People still ask me if I had found my 3f6ee, even a lot of bloggers got hooked up with the term that for a while, bloggers have asked me too, I still haven't find him, DAMN!

But Al here is my 3f6ee for now…
And yeah, I'm still a hand fetish....

P.S.
بوست بو "حده ماكو شغل"
God I have a lot to say, especially today was a crazy hectic day….but don’t feel like posting about it, but one thing that was totally cool was while changing my car's oil, I was reading Safat on my laptop, at the car service….I looked very intelligent (which I am already heheheheh).

Thank God for GPRS, thank you MTC, despite the fact I hate you guys…

Bloggers Meeting

Hi there bloggie, happy new year & happy eid. :********


I know, I know, I haven’t blogged for ages, although I was around reading everybody else's blogs.

So, I have this confession to make, I went yesterday to the meeting, but I was late. I arrived at 8:05 pm, so I have no idea what so ever if the guys were still there.

What happened is that the one time that I decided to go, and put some effort, I had car trouble!! I got so furious, and told myself: "Allah mo ra'9y."
But it's not like I was gonna do something bad, I didn't wanna say who I was, I just wanted to say hi. Damn!

I came anyway cuz the idea of donuts was in my head, I was craving them, drooling, so I said: "What the heck? I'm almost close to Salmiya, I'll go get some for the whole family."
So I was wondering, do you guys sometimes stay till after 7:30 a bit?


Ciao!

Ecstasy

Good morning bloggieeeee :*****




I'm sorry for being straight forward, I bet a lot of girls feel the same, and I'm not ashamed to admit it, yes I do wanna get married, frankly it's I NEED to get married, I think it's the cold weather (if you know what I mean), actually it's not just in the cold weather, basically I'm kinda, well yani…hmmmmm errrrr kinda yani need *COUGH* sex…most of the time..*GULP*
I'm craving it now, just like men, when I first wake up, is it normal…?

Believe me I'm not hitting on anybody, and I'm not saying this to get the guys attention…if I wanted men, I can get them from anywhere….and it's better then guys that are bloggers cuz I know who this person is in the flesh, but it's not that…

It's not just a boyfriend and that's it, I want a person 24/7 with me…at least the first 1-2 years, no kids….I mean if we weren't living in Kuwait, it might be easier to live with a bf, but I'm muslim and Kuwaiti, and it's not right, and I adore my father and have respect for my family, my family trust me, it's so hard, it makes me cry…
I mean you go out with the bf and then what?? You come back home to an empty bedroom…feeling lonely…and personally I feel guilt cuz I love my father and hate to come through the door and kiss him on the head after making love with a man in haram….


I don't wanna get married for having babies or money, I just don’t wanna sleep lonely at night…

I don’t know, am I craving sex cuz I'm not getting any, or it's cuz I am in nature "horny"…? Walla I'm tired and nobody knows only my best friend and my cousin (and now you guys), which they think it's cuz I'm born this way and it's not cuz I'm not getting any.

If only we could choose our own husbands like the men do instead of waiting for the right one or waiting for this "boyfriend" to keep his promise and make me a decent woman…

I strongly approve of marriage from a person I know instead of an arranged marriage, but I don't want this person to say: "Oh lets wait for a while, or a year."
Come on!!
I mean 1-2 months is good enough for me to get to know a person which is 15% probably, for me that's ok, at least better then an arranged marriage that you sit with the guy only twice than marry him…
Even if you know a person for a long time, you still discover new things after the marriage…but hey…that's life…gotta take risks, if you have the basic important things love, respect, understanding, caring, sense of humor, good wild passionate sex…than everything else yihoon…
But don't lie to the girls and say you need more than that…to me these men are lying, especially if you are settled financially and mentally…

Whatever….

It's a long tiring subject…

It's so complex for us single girls here…

When I travel with my family, hotels and room service turn me on LOOOOOOOOL

Please don’t get me wrong and I'm sorry for being honest but that’s the truth and I don’t mind thinking out loud.
That’s what I want…Ecstasy.



P.S.
I have being saving this post for a week now, never in my wildest dreams thought of sharing this, but I'm open minded, and think it's (to me at least) a perfectly sane topic…
Please don't judge me, take me the wrong way…please.