Passionate Soul

I'd give it all, I'd give for us, Give anything but I won't give up

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

أبي واحد عفطي!!! ما يصير؟؟؟

Yo Yo Yo my fellow Bloggers:

Why do lots of my family members, friends & other people I know always say:"Inshallah Allah yirzigech biwa7ed zain...rajool SALAH"??!!!

I don't want a husband like that....& they always get mad (the old women in the family) when I say:"ما أبي زوج صالح, أبي واحد عفطي"


What...?? I can't say that..? My aunts give me a weird look & tell me:"Moozain...don't say that..R U insane??"

Cuz there's no such thing as an angelic husband, & if so, he'd be already taken....
Besides, I've never been those girls that want a husband like that...i want a hot husband...naughty (but only with me of course) sexy....like that guy with Shakira....Alejandro Sanz....He is soooooooooooooooooooo my type...exactly what i want...cute haircut...black hair...sexy goaty....wears black & jeans with cool wrist bands....i love his hands...I'm a big "hands" freak....I just wanna kiss & hold his hands close 2 my face all night long...! (Although I expected alot of dancing in that clip, rather than just her doing tuck in's of her abdomen, but that's a different story....)
Anyways, I might be 27, & most guys my age & plus, here in Q8 don't wear that, but i'm still a teenager at heart....heeheehee

Anyways....the point is that, whatever he looks like (according 2 my standards), we have 2 have chemistry....& he has 2 be HOT & NAUGHTY....LOLOLOLOLOL
Cuz I do like alot of types of men....tall & dark, blonde, bald, shaved heads, cute pony tails, shaved or not...well dressed, casual....what ever, as long as i feel the vibe....(but my # one type is exactly like Alejandro)....

So pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez I want an 3f6ee husband....LOLOLOLOLOL
Men, who my family pray 4 me 2 marry, r soooooo boring....I love crazy men....that wanna do carzy freaky stuff, that are spontaneous, those r always (2 me) r the smart ones...but naughty & crazy only with lil' ol' meeeeeeee *devilish giggles*
Cuz I think I'm still young & wanna have fun.....

Take Care bloggers...
P.S.
YEAH GASOLINA!!!!!! LOVE 2 DANCE 2 THAT SONG!!!!!!

Monday, August 15, 2005

Men are Wierd


I know, I know...the guys are soooooooooooo stunned now from my title...but hold on, give me a chance....

Yesterday I went 2 the co-op 2 buy the groceries, & I just woke up from my afternoon nap (so my face is puffed up a little, my lips get swollen red 4 a while, that always happen 2 me after a sleep...) anyways...the point is that (and this happens 2 alot of girls) when I'm out & not lookin fabulous, guys tend 2 flirt with me more...!!!! I mean, I was not dressed up (cuz I'm only going 2 the co-op & I hate girls who dress up 4 the co-op, except if u were out somewhere & on ur way u stop by the co-op, but there r girls who really dress up 4 the co-op) & I had only lip-gloss mixed with a little vaseline on (and don't tell me it's "the natrual look the guys go 4" crap) cuz I've had days with make-up on, & dress well & they do flirt, but I get more flirting when I look terrible...

So this guy yeseterday, notices me, & starts 2 follow me "secertly", & I have a serious problem, when I get nervous, I always giggle & laugh (this happens 2 me right b4 an exam, b4 a rollercoaster ride, b4 an interview, or talkin 2 an important person & once b4 a bungy jump...i laughed my way 2 tears & crying, but thats another show LOLOLOL), so when guys sit & stare or follow me, I get soooooooooooo nervous & choked up, so what happens is that I start 2 get giggley, & guys think that I'm giving them the green light 2 approach me....BUT I SWEAR WALLAH WALLAH WALLAH I DON'T MEAN TO!!!! I don't why this happens 2 me...is it becuz I'm laughing at myself from my nervousness cuz I look like a fool..? Or is it that I look "amazing" (yeah right) & I'm laughing cuz the guy has gone insane 4 wanting me like this.? I think it's the 2 reasons. And I try 2 look away so he won't get the satisfaction, and also I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo shy, I could never do eye contact with a guy lookin at me, I get a headache from my nervousness & my body trembles...& eventually as always I get the giggley feeling....& that's why I look away, & also cuz I don't like knowing guys this way, & cuz I'm in my area's co-op, & somebody might see me, so alot of reasons.

So after following me, he comes & stands behind me & helps me with the grocery that is left under the 3arabanah (where I had put oranges & Ariel soap box) & I said:"Thank u, u shouldn't have" trying 2 be polite & he's like:
ليش امعصبة؟؟ مع ان ملامحج تبين أنج طيبة...انزين تعبت وأنا أسألج في مجال..انزين حفظي الرقم
For crying out loud!!!!! I even haven't plucked my eyebrows for 3 weeks cuz I'm on vacation & I don't care 2 pluck them...& I'm waiting till this weekend b4 I get back 2 work soon, cuz I'm not going 2 a fancy shmancy place, & I haven't been 2 a fancy shmancy place since 3 weeks....so....WHAT THE HEY??!!! What do u want from me..?? I look a mess....this always happen 2 me & lots of other girls....
Is it cuz a well dressed woman looks like someone important & dominant in society?? And most guys are afraid 2 approach them, only the really gutsy ones...?? Even when girls drive fancy cars, guys don't follow 'em around, but if she's driving a Galant...everybody goes after her...

You guys r weird...LOLOLOLOL

Anyways....I simply ignored him, & he followed me 2 my car, till I got in & drove away....& he just stood there....Maskeen...LOLOLOL But I do feel sympathy towards him that he got out of his way 2 waste his time 4 me....but, it's wrong, cuz at the end of the day, most guys don't take girls seriously by meeting them this way....so why bother...? Why waste my time & emotions...? Most guys here in Q8 never take girls seriously, only if she's recommended by his mother....after telling her 2 find him one, after all his boyish adventures with girls....sheesh!

Take Care bloggers...
Ciao...




Saturday, August 13, 2005

The Greek God result


This was my result....I had no idea....but I am passionate...so probably thats why...
But i don't make people pay the price 4 something & i'm not out 4 revenge...i'm sooooooo the opposite...i'm such a chicken....i get mad & scream....then in a few minutes i calm down, & don't do anything about it....
يا ما أيام ضيعت حقوقي بسبب الخوف أو كرامتي عشان مالي خلق مشاكل
And i'm not intimidating or overly confident....i have sooooooooo many low self-esteem days....
But the rest is true...i am strong & dominant in my family....& always make my own decisions...i know what i want & how i want it....some of the times (cuz i am a true libra, & we r know 4 our hestitations & seeking advice, but at the end, it's all up 2 me!).


nemesis

Enjoy whats left of the weekend...

Ciao!




Friday, August 12, 2005

Stuff....

Yo Yo Yo BLOGGERS!!
I need a therapy session, so all of u bloggers r gonna be my shrinks...

Story # 1:

Tuesday was such a baaaaaaaaaaaaad day 4 me, feeling lonely again....cried myself 2 sleep.....like most of my days.....feeling depressed, there's no one home 2 entertain me, & my siblings r all out...i was all alone..
"Lonely, I'm so lonely, I have nobody, 4 my own, ooooooohhhhh.."
Except that song doesn't make me cry....its not sobby enough 4 me...but what i do is put on some SADE...& I cry me a river...I love ALL her songs, & most of them make me sob...then i feel good...

Story # 2:

So yesterday i called one of my friends from work, & told her that im so bored, & if she's free 2 go out with me, she said:"Yeah, I'm free tonight.."
So we went & saw the movie "The Island", I'm not gonna give u guyz any reviews like Bo Ghazi, since it's just a new movie, but despite the action type of this movie (which i hate), i kinda liked the story, it's something new...& a dream 4 people who wanna live a longer better life....
Scarlett (the actress), was such a tomboy in her pre-teen years, but she grew up 2 be such a beautiful lady...i like her...

Then we went 2 the Marina Cresent 2 have dinner...& the "KIDS" there would not stop buggin us, (of course nothing new in Q8), BUT WHATS UP WITH THE CRAZY HAIRSTYLES??!! Its getting ridiculous!! I mean, it started out with the spikey hairstyle years ago (really short, but shows that its spikey) & i must admitt that i like that style, its sexy....but the new look, "CRAZY" as they call it (i think)...is way off limits....

Anways, this friend of mine, we have never been out together be4, but she's soooooooo the opposite of my other friend (which is a bit quiet & boring & doesnt wanna listen 2 the radio cuz after she came from Haaj this year, blah blah blah) but i still respect her & have a good time with her, but this friend yesterday, she's so loud & wanted 2 fight with all they guys, & was obsessed that everyone of them was "Yekhizha", all the time she was like:
"Why is this guy lookin at me? Look at him...he's staring at me...I gonna pop his eye with my fork....look at him..& him & him....why they keep staring at me....is something wrong with me??!!"
My God!!! I got stressed out, but laughed at her at the same time & told her 2 chill....but at the end she's a good person & we had fun overall...
But I'm fed up, I've run out of friends & don't know what 2 do...? I want something in the middle, 2 listen 2 music in the car with, & have high self-esteem enough 2 be quiet at a coffee shop...
Am I asking 4 much??
Oh...& i have another friend i go out with, & she's soooooooooooo obsessed with bluetoothing that i don't get a chance 2 chat with..
And a 4th friend that always brings her 2 little sisters & her daughter, & everytime her cell phone rings (either her mom, her dad, husband, her other friends, cousins, other relatives calling), she has no etiquette, & chats with anyone who calls 4 at least 7 minutes!!!!! And i sit there like an idiot with the kindergarteners, eating quietly till she finishes...& then we all leave with her cell is still glued 2 her ear...
That friend, i went out with her 2 times & never again 4 a year now....

No one is deep these days....i want someone that wants 2 have a good time & appreciate the person they're with, & have deep conversations....& listen 2 good music, & gossip about bad boys....heeheeheehee

Ciao!!


Wednesday, August 10, 2005

BA Meeting


"Hi...my name is *BLEEP*, & I'm a blogaholic"

Oh my God...I used 2 hate sitting on computers 4 a long time, but will this day come when I become a BLOG ADDICT??!!

I discovered this while driving 2 Papa John's (cuz since this morning after reading Stallion's blog I got hungry 4 it, & since they don't deliver I had 2 go there 2 get some), I MISSED BLOG WORLD!!!! And couldn't wait 2 get home 2 do some bloggin around...I couldn't believe myself...cuz I'm not fond of the internet except 2 check emails & do some work regarding my profession.

Anywayzzzzzzzz....
I had a doctor's appointment at TAIBA CLINIC, so afterwards I said, let me go check Papa John's (since I'm a big fan) & yes....it is in Sabah Al.Salem..!!
BUT WHY THERE??!! And check this out guys, they don't send 2 other areas except Sabah Al.Salem!!! They told that their second branch will be in Jabriya...so maybe then they will deliver 2 all areas. SHEESH!!

I love their pizza, I couldn't wait cuz I haven't had their pizza 4 a long time, so in the car I started 2 eat some (while no one was watching of course) & dancing 2 Metallica & Nirvana played on 99.7....(also while no one was watching) YEAH!!! Nirvana:"Come as u are, as u are....as I want u 2 be...as a friend, as a friend...." آخ آخ آخ
Rock with Papa John's & their garlic-butter sauce.. آخ آخ آخ
I love rock but not heavy metal....cuz I LOOOOOOOOOVE 2 sing along all the time to all the songs, & I love rock that u can understand the lyrics & sing along with from the top of ur lungs!!!

BUT WHAT HAPPENED 2 OUR MEN???!!!
I saw 2 gay guys at TAIBA CLINIC (not that there is anything wrong with it), & another at Papa John's, & an old guy with a long beard & short dishdashah (not that there is anything wrong with it also) but he kept staring at me & never looked away??!! Straight into my eyes while he was on his cellphone & waiting 4 his order....
حده جريء
It was creeeeeeeeeeeeepyyyyyyyyyyyy....

Our men....either gay, hypocrites or PENGUIN LOVERS like PURG!

Ciao!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Hmmmmmm....

Monday, August 08, 2005

INSANE MONSTERS!!!!

Hey bloggers...

While I was sitting & got tired of bloggin around, I decided 2 edit my personal profile since I'm a new blogger (BTW, check it out guys & give me opinions)..

Anyways, my youngest brother comes & asks me 4 money (as always being the eldest), & while he brings my wallet he tells me:

Bro: "Hey sis, wanna watch something freaky?"

Moi: "Yeah ok"

Bro: "It's on my mobile, I got it by bluetooth, WATCH THESE SOB'S!!!!!"

Moi: "?????!!!!"

So the title was about smuggling drugs, & it was in a big morgue, & 2 faceless people wearing gloves & all, were carrying a clothing, & they put it on the table, & they start 2 unwrap it, & there was a dead baby inside it!!!!

So they start 2 cut the baby in the midline section, (BTW there's this sobby music played in the background that can really make u sob!) & there it was...just directly under the skin & fascia, plastic bags of DRUGS!!!!

I couldn't believe my eyes!!!! How could anybody do such a thing??!!! And the weird thing is that the baby wasn't bleeding, & there was no organs...NOTHING!!! Just a big hole 2 stash their SHIT!!!!! I swear my body was trembling, my ears got very hot...& I got teary....
How am I gonna sleep 2night..??!! I never seen such a thing...!!! Never in my wildest dreams would I've thought that there would be INHUMANE people out there that would do this 2 a baby!!!!

Does anybody know of this? Has anybody seen it??

And at the end was a prayer, praying 4 these smugglers 2 burn in hell....
And INSHALLAH THEY WILL!!!

Good night dear bloggers...may God protect us all...

Hug O' War

I will not play a tug o' war
I'd rather play a hug o' war
Where everyone hugs
Instead of tugs,
Where everyone giggles
And rolls on the rug,
Where everyone kisses,
And everyone grins,
And everyone cuddles,
And everyone wins....


Oh & one thing....STOP GIVING MONEY TO IRAQ!!!!! THEY ARE UNGRATEFUL!!! Always have & they will always be that way....READ AL-QABAS PAGE 14, (Cowboy style).

All this & they're still bad mouthing us....والخبر في المحليات؟؟؟ شكووووووووووو؟؟؟؟

God Bless this Country....Habeebty my Kuwait!!!

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Vitane U da MAN!!!

Yo Yo Yo bloggers...
I didn't know what 2 write about, but I just had this experience:

I've been having excessive hair loss since 3 months, it's been crazy that it makes me cry, & I hate 2 cry infront of someone, but even my bro saw me once & I was all like (in a crying high pitch voice): "I don't know what's wrong with me!!!!" And my bro was laughing (of course that's how guys are), but he's such a sweetie, he closed his mouth shut & started 2 communicate with me & felt sympathy towards me, & he was like:"Don't worry habeebty, it's ok". He's one yr younger than me. I love my brother....all my brothers get mushy with me when I break down..


I love my hair, it's long & really thick....I used to hate how thick it was & how long it was, but when you grow older & more mature, u start to realize that it is one of the best features in a woman....
So, anywayz....my friend recommended me to this shampoo Vitane...claiming that she tried it for a week & never complained from hair loss since, & that was 4 months ago...
So on Thursday, after seeing "Monster in Law" at Marina Mall, (as my friend says:"Master in Law", her english is not that flattering), shopping around a little, eating at Asha's, we went to the pharmacy to purchase it.
I decided to try it out tonight.....it was ok, but WOW...it had such a masculine scent, it was like having a shower with an invisible man (و أنا مو ناقصة فقر). It had a smell like those cool men's perfumes, like BOSS in Motion (one of my favorites).
So while sitting & waiting 4 Mr. Right (which will be in ages, & besides I don't want him anymore), Vitane is gonna be my new man....at least he's mute, clean & smells goooooooooood!!!

*YAWN*
Starting 2 get sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepyyyyyyyyyyy....nighty night....

P.S.
Bloggin is such a great experience...
And, I don't get "Arressted Development", I get all the jokes of all the sitcoms, except this stupid show!!!!! It's not funny!!! I don't get it!!!! What the hey...??!!

And After....? وبعد....؟

Hello bloggers....
I'm watching that Kuwaiti series "Wa Ba3ad?" I bet alot of you guys already know it, it sucks I know, but there's nothing on right now (6pm), & cuz I didn't get the chance to see it in Ramadan, cuz my dad was always like:"YUCK!! CHANGE THE CHANNEL, LETS WATCH SOMETHING RAMADANY!!". And I've always wanted to see what was going on.
Anyways, while I'm watching, that Lebanese girl is been taken to the desert by her brother to tell her that his best friend wants to ask for her hand in marriage...OK??!!
Two comments:
1) WHY GO ALL THE WAY THERE??!!!
2) And when she steps out of the car, she's like:"Oh WOW! THE DESERT!! I've dreamt I've seeing the desert!!!" اشفيها
اللبنانية اللي مو شايفة صحرا وعايشة مع البقر؟؟؟

Of course the best part is:"bahhhhhhhbahhhhhhyyyyyy" (that's "baby" in that stupid Lamiyaa's voice)

But I have to admitt, I LOVE THE MUSIC OF THE EPISODE!!!! It sends chills down my spine!!

Anyways...
Take care bloggers...Signing off!!!!

Saturday, August 06, 2005

My 1st Post: Make me feel WELCOMED!!

Attention everyone...this is my 1st post....
I've just discovered this whole blog world a week ago, & decided to join in with the crowd...WOW!! I never knew we had many bloggers in Q8...it makes me feel proud.
Ever since I was a little girl, I've always been a good writer at school, I love to write, I've always written long mails, & with the technology we have, I love writing long emails & sms's.
Anyways...make feel at home, which I know you will guyz, cuz I've read some of your blogs, & some of you fine people really sound nice....
Take care...CIAO!