Ecstasy

Good morning bloggieeeee :*****




I'm sorry for being straight forward, I bet a lot of girls feel the same, and I'm not ashamed to admit it, yes I do wanna get married, frankly it's I NEED to get married, I think it's the cold weather (if you know what I mean), actually it's not just in the cold weather, basically I'm kinda, well yani…hmmmmm errrrr kinda yani need *COUGH* sex…most of the time..*GULP*
I'm craving it now, just like men, when I first wake up, is it normal…?

Believe me I'm not hitting on anybody, and I'm not saying this to get the guys attention…if I wanted men, I can get them from anywhere….and it's better then guys that are bloggers cuz I know who this person is in the flesh, but it's not that…

It's not just a boyfriend and that's it, I want a person 24/7 with me…at least the first 1-2 years, no kids….I mean if we weren't living in Kuwait, it might be easier to live with a bf, but I'm muslim and Kuwaiti, and it's not right, and I adore my father and have respect for my family, my family trust me, it's so hard, it makes me cry…
I mean you go out with the bf and then what?? You come back home to an empty bedroom…feeling lonely…and personally I feel guilt cuz I love my father and hate to come through the door and kiss him on the head after making love with a man in haram….


I don't wanna get married for having babies or money, I just don’t wanna sleep lonely at night…

I don’t know, am I craving sex cuz I'm not getting any, or it's cuz I am in nature "horny"…? Walla I'm tired and nobody knows only my best friend and my cousin (and now you guys), which they think it's cuz I'm born this way and it's not cuz I'm not getting any.

If only we could choose our own husbands like the men do instead of waiting for the right one or waiting for this "boyfriend" to keep his promise and make me a decent woman…

I strongly approve of marriage from a person I know instead of an arranged marriage, but I don't want this person to say: "Oh lets wait for a while, or a year."
Come on!!
I mean 1-2 months is good enough for me to get to know a person which is 15% probably, for me that's ok, at least better then an arranged marriage that you sit with the guy only twice than marry him…
Even if you know a person for a long time, you still discover new things after the marriage…but hey…that's life…gotta take risks, if you have the basic important things love, respect, understanding, caring, sense of humor, good wild passionate sex…than everything else yihoon…
But don't lie to the girls and say you need more than that…to me these men are lying, especially if you are settled financially and mentally…

Whatever….

It's a long tiring subject…

It's so complex for us single girls here…

When I travel with my family, hotels and room service turn me on LOOOOOOOOL

Please don’t get me wrong and I'm sorry for being honest but that’s the truth and I don’t mind thinking out loud.
That’s what I want…Ecstasy.



P.S.
I have being saving this post for a week now, never in my wildest dreams thought of sharing this, but I'm open minded, and think it's (to me at least) a perfectly sane topic…
Please don't judge me, take me the wrong way…please.

Two more of Hamoody

Walla 3asal....





Another picture of Hamoody yawning...

Cute....

Bas 3ad....baskoom....halaw?? *Giggles*
Ana masakhtah LOOOOOOOL


Good Night bloggie :*

Hayaty walla

Hi bloggie....immmmmmmmwahhh


That's me and my nephew Hamoody...he's so adorable and scrumptious...I love to nibble on him and kiss him all over....

I took this with my Nokia phone but from the secondary camera, and as you guys know they are not clear, but it came out so nice as if it was a portrait, cuz of all the little dots....and it came out so natrually with him looking the other way.

I was so afraid to display the picture....cuz it's been 3 weeks since I wanted to post it, but I kinda got over it today.

"Fashion House" EWWW!!

Can somebody plzzzzzzzzzzz tell me who is watching this stupid show??!!

I want some answers!!!

Its soooooooooooooo lame and cheapo!!! (cheapo is my word, so dont u go around using it)

What do u guys think of it...?

"Fashion House" EWWWW!!

Can somebody plz tell me who watches that stupid show???

It's soooooooooo lame and cheap...

Plz who?? And tell me what u think of it...

R.I.P "K"

A dear friend passed away last Thursday, he died from a horrific car accident, I got the news Friday morning 4:30 am. He was only 28 years old.

I didn’t knew him for a long time, but from that short period of time I found out that he was just a warm person, funny, optimistic, enjoyed life, and easy to talk to….

I knew him (Allah yir7amah) through a mutual friend, he told my friend later on that he had a crush on me, and thinks I'm sweet, I didn’t take the crush seriously cuz I didn’t wanna ruin the friendship, so I drifted away for a while, and he thought it was best also. But we sure had lots of laughs…..

When I first heard the news, I was in SHOCK!! I didn’t cry, I was just heart broken and terrified at how life is. The people you know are here one minute, and then the next they disappear into thin air….just in a blink of an eye!

I then sucked all the shock in, and by the time the dawn prayer started, I begin to cry so hard…just imaging how lonely he is in his grave, crying for his family especially his mom, OMG Allah yi3een-ha, thinking of death…it's so frightening.

I got up, prayed, and read for him a prayer (du3a2 el-mayet), and cried so much while praying and reading the du3a2…
Allah yir7amah.

May he rest in peace.