Passionate Soul

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Saturday, December 31, 2005

Happy New Year from London!!!



Hey there bloggers..
Hapy New Year!!!
I arrived here 4 days ago, I had a good flight, I sat next to an american guy, he was really funny, we had a good chat. Amazingly, I didn't feel like it was a long flight, it was 6 hrs and 1/2, but for the first time I didn't feel tired, I even went to the toilet to freshen up only once...I saw 3 movies, usually I get see 2 or one and half of the second movie, but these were an hour and a half min. movies so there was time.
I saw "Bob the Butler", Brooke Sheilds is always beautiful, that Hillary Duff and Heather Locklear movie with the sexy handsome Chris Noth, and that Ben Affleck and Christina Applegate movie, where he rents Christina's family to not spend christmas alone, he was hilarious!!! I cracked up alot out loud...
The american guy's TV screen didn't work, but he could only hear, so we watched together from my screen, while listening from our headphones, and I offered him some of my chocolate and gum I bought from the airport, and he offered me his danish pastery, but I said no thanx, cuz it was our first snack and I assumed he might be hungry... :)
He told me about a couple of his girlfriends he dated before he got married, we had a good laugh...

When I first arrived, I got a taxi, got to the center of London, my cousin was waiting for me badly, she saw me from the balconcy, came downstairs running, we hugged so hard and she started crying and telling me how much she missed me (me and her are so close, more than her sister, she was the one with me in the "Freakin Fire Station" post), and I had missed her alot, and my best friend also left one week after her to Egypt, so I was really lonely....
I arranged my things and hung my clothes and headed to OXFORD STREET!!!!! Such a Kuwaiti!!!
All the Kuwaiti families here were like:"Let the girl relax!!" telling my cousins, I told them that I feel fresh, cuz when I travel, I always feel tired on the plane, but when I first arrive, cuz of all the excitement I get soooooooo hyper, in fact, this was the first time I arranged my things before I went out, usually I arrange them the next day...

So today, my aunt invited one of their friends (friends from Kuwait, he's my uncle's friend and his wife), were having fish YUMM!!!

I wanted to get online since the first night, but their telephone plugs here are different, so I bought one just yestrday, but I didn't have time to type anything...

Things I bought:

- The latest Gucci bag and matching wallet (pinky and green) just to die for!!!
- A white furry and chashmere (I don't know how to spell it) vest
- Sex and the City DVD, all the six seasons YAAAAAAAAAAY!!! That was my dream to buy when I first get here.
- Da Vinci Code, the hard cover with all the pictures!! COOL!
- Some other stuff that I'm not supposed to share with you guys heeheeheeheehee
- And last but not least, a brit mobile line (it's cheaper than dowali) that was of course the first thing I did when I arrived...

There weather is awesome, it snowed a little the first night, then sunny, then it rained again yesterday, and today it's sunny, I love the sunny with cold windy weather, unlike one of my friends from back home, who smokes, she hates it!!! LOOOOL nd we're expecting some snow also tonight, but of course, just little.
I don't wear my gloves only when I get really cold, unlike my cousins, they wear it from the apartment, and they're like:"WEAR THEM U'LL FREEZE!!!" and I just laugh, cuz I love the cold, and besides, I experienced colder times when I used live in the states with all the piles of snow, I have tolerated the cold since I was a young girl, I LOVE rolling in the snow, till last year when I was in France, my bro would tell me:"U still play like a little girl."

Anyways, gotta go eat lunch...
We're having some plans for tonight, some parade and fireworks going on somewhere, my cousin's friend is taking us, I'll try to post some pics if I learn how LOOOOOOOOOL

Cheers!!

Friday, December 16, 2005

A five year crush??




Hey bloggers, it's been a while since I've posted something, but don't worry, I'm still reading.

Anyhoo..I've had a crazy hectic week, and I wanted to post about this certain situation that happened to me last Saturday, but I didn't find the time, until now.

I have a good relationship with my co-workers, men and women, I get along with everybody, say "Hi" to everyone, I'm one of those "fresh" people in the morning, cuz I'm a morning person.

One of those co-workers, is of course a guy, which me and him are soooooooooooooooooooo brother and sister (at least thats what I thought), I've know him since I was a training student, cuz he's older, and we've been working for 3 years, so I've know him a total of 5 years.

We gotten closer through the years (but as brother and sister), I mean we would have our coffee breaks sometimes together, and he feels sooooooooo comfortable with me that he tells me everything, like all his family problems, and how much his mother is sick, and how he's struggling through failed relationships (he doesn't say names or details), of course I talked with him, but I never discussed my private issues, although he's been in the states for almost 12 years and he's very much open-minded, but still, I could never say "everything", and besides, he's just my co-worker.
And through all these years, he never had lust in his eyes (unlike alot of other co-workers), he respected me alot and that what made alot of male co-workers jealous of him, cuz i spent some of my free time with him and my female co-workers.
And for the past year or so, he had started to ask me about my personal life, like for instance: "Don't you wanna get married? Has somebody asked your hand in marriage?" And I would reply laughing: "No not yet" And he would always say stuff like: "Your gorgeous, are MEN BLIND?? Yala it's ok, inshallah Allah yirzegich." (may God send you a man of your own).
I have never had doubts about his questions, cuz they way he asked me and his tone of voice was sooooooooooooo friendly and caring, he never sounded like he was implying anything, cuz I would've known, and it would show.

Then he started adding another question to the rest of the questions, like: "So, no boyfriend?? LOOOOOOOOOL"
And I would laugh too cuz WALLAH I thought he was joking, cuz he would stop after we laugh and he wouldn't comment on it and we start talking about other stuff......till this Saturday......I was sooooo busy doing my paperwork, when he approached me:

Him: "Hiiiiiiiiii, 3a6eenah waiyh" (give us face=why are ignoring me? Or something like that)

Me: "Oh sorry, but as you can see I'm sooooo busy."

Him: "So how's life?"

(I still haven't looked at him cuz I was still busy writing)
Me: "Fine."

Him: "No marriage proposals? No boyfriend? LOOOOOOOOL"

Me: "Hee hee hee, noooooooooo not yet!"

Him: "Looks like we're gonna end up marrying each other."

Me: "LOOOOOOOOOOOOL YEAH!! Probably! Imagine that? LOOOOOOOOOOL, But if so, I'd
be honoured, your a good man." (I have still not looked at him)

Him: "No I'm serious, I like you, and I would
like to take you out 2 a movie and dinner, if you don't mind." (and this particular sentence
was said in English)

Me: "Huh?"

And the pen just fell from my hand, and I looked straight at him, and for the first time, he had that look, that "I'm crazy about you" look. I was speechless, and he told me that he had feelings for me since forever, but he didn't have the guts to tell me cuz he thinks that he isn't my type!!!
Well kinda yeah, cuz he's a co-worker?? HELLO?? I don't mix business with pleasure, although there are cuties, but NO!!! And ALWAYS the one's who got the guts and approach me are either married, or not my type SHEESH!!
And this guy, is like a brother to me, so sorry I can't. So I just stood there with my jaws glued to the floor, and he left me saying: " I'll give you time 2 think about it."
And since that day, my "Hello's" turned to just nodding and raising the eyebrows. I can't talk to him anymore like I used to, he was the only one I felt comfortable with, now he's one of those guys, he's probably now picturing me naked or something.

But the question is, why did he ask me out? From where did he get the impression that I simply can go out in public?? And why did he ask me out when we have just finished talking about marriage? Doesn't he know that if he wants me to take him seriously that he should ask to talk to my father? Does he have to take me out to ask me this?? Or he wants something else?? I'm not stupid to date a guy from work. Or just becuz I laugh and speak good English, I can easily go out? Cuz I know alot have had that impression about me, even female co-workers tell me that it's not good in Kuwait to be too smiley!!! WTF??!! Whatever!!

Anyhoo, I haven't replied to him, but if he asks again, I'm gonna say: "Sorry, ur like a brother to me."



Sorry for the long post guys....
Take care....

GOD I LOVE THE SONG عيناك "Your Eyes" by Khaled Al.Shaik....I used to listen to it alot when I first discovered it in 1999, and I've been listening to it again for the past month....it's so sexy and romantic.... "SIGH" I get so teary especially during the oud part.

I bet Bo Ghazi knows this one!!


Thursday, December 01, 2005

Freakin Fire Station; ROCK HARD!!!



Ok, you've got 2 hear this guys (well actually read this)!!
Last week I was with my cousin in a certain area after shopping at around 10pm and heading home, we passed by one of the fire stations in this certain "area". So we were on the U turn waiting 4 the cars 2 pass by, my cousin was driving, and I was in the passenger's seat, so of course my cousin was the one occupied and waiting 4 our turn 2 turn, and I was looking straight ahead at the fire station, when SUDDENLY my eyes fell on something ODD!!!! I saw big windows without any curtains, and about 13 heads lounging back on the couches or "ganafat" with a big screen TV and in it was some kind of rhythm moving BACK AND FORTH!!!

I focused hard 2 see WTF was going on..?? And I realized that the guys were watching PORN!!!!!!!

I was in deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep shock, that I just started shouting out random words while pointing my finger:"STOP!! SEX!! PORN!! FIRE!! GUYS!!! GUYZ!!! WAIT!! IMPOSSIBLE!! SEX!! PORN!!! STATION!!! FIRE!!! THERE THERE OVER THERE!!!!!"

And my cousin just froze although there were no more cars coming, she wanted 2 check 2 make sure I wasn't fooling around, & we both screamed:"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NO WAY!!!"

So I told her out of insanity:"Go there!!! GO THERE!!! I wanna give them a piece of my mind!!! But while we're in the car of course......" (such a chicken)

So my cousin said"R U crazy??!! They r soooooooooooo horny now that they might rape us!!"
I realized she was right but cuz I got crazy that I didn't think straight, which is usually how I react until I calm down. Anyhoo, we laughed & drove away, so I thought of something crazy, I told my cousin that I can't stay silent and that I had 2 say something, so I got a hold of their number and called!!!!!!

Puppy:"Hello, is this (....)'s fire sation?"

Fire Fighter:"Yes...can I help you?"

Puppy:"Well actually, this is not an emergency, but we just drove by ur staion and we kinda saw something...? That was sooooo clear through the windows...? And u guys looked so comfortable...?"

Fire Fighter:"AHA....okayyyyyyyyyyy....? Yes, yes I see what u mean..." (felt an embarrassement from his tone of voice)

Puppy:"So I just wanted 2 say, that everything showed and it was "mo hilwa" (not a pretty site), thats all, sorry 4 the disturbance and thank u."

Fire Fighter:"Ok...don't worry about, thank you"

I was soooooooooooooo nice despite I was in shock and in anger, but I was afraid they would do something 2 me (such a coward I KNOW!), u know, call me up and sue me, cuz I didn't have hard evidence, but at the same time it was so funny, but I think they shouldn't have done that cuz it's insulting 2 our country when u think about it...

But they sure were "Rockin HARD" heeheehee

Peace!!

Bloggerettes get together, Symposium or conference or whatever!



Helloooooo friends, I know I know, I have disappeared for a looooooooooong time, I missed everybody...I turned 28 last October boooooooohooooooooo, I'm getting old, but thank God, ppl always think that I look 23 YAAAAY!!! (Thats something i forgot 2 brag about Miss Cosmo).

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Anyways, I had this kinda important conference or symposium last week, and there was this certain someone with a certain profession that gave a certain lecture that was soooooooooooooooooooooo HOT!!! He is soooooooooo the man of my dreams, I have heard about him alot, but just met him in this conference...and I had kind of a feeling that he's a blogger cuz he said something that was mentioned in one the blogs posted before, so I was kinda like:"hmmmmmmmmmmmm".

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I know I'm toooooooooooooooo late to post this but I was soooooooooooo busy, anyhoo, I was with the bloggerttes last Friday (as some of u know), I had a wonderful time, all the girls were sweet, nice and wonderful, we had lots of laughs, I felt soooooooooo comfortable with them as if I knew them for years!!!I don't know if I'm supposed 2 mention who was there, so who wants 2 say who was there of course can mention that in the comments. I was so jealous that I had 2 go somewhere and the girls went (after our mocha drinking) to have dinner (I hope u guys tried the salmon rizatto "if thats how it's spelled" I recommended).Anyways, u gals who were there and knew where I went, for the record, I wasted my time there and got soooooooooooooooooooo pissed cuz I was having a great time with u guys, I wish I didin't go....who wants 2 know in specific details (the gals of course) email me....But surely, we have 2 to do this getting together thing again soooooon.

Luv ya bloggers and miss u guys soooooooooooooo much :*