R.I.P "K"

A dear friend passed away last Thursday, he died from a horrific car accident, I got the news Friday morning 4:30 am. He was only 28 years old.

I didn’t knew him for a long time, but from that short period of time I found out that he was just a warm person, funny, optimistic, enjoyed life, and easy to talk to….

I knew him (Allah yir7amah) through a mutual friend, he told my friend later on that he had a crush on me, and thinks I'm sweet, I didn’t take the crush seriously cuz I didn’t wanna ruin the friendship, so I drifted away for a while, and he thought it was best also. But we sure had lots of laughs…..

When I first heard the news, I was in SHOCK!! I didn’t cry, I was just heart broken and terrified at how life is. The people you know are here one minute, and then the next they disappear into thin air….just in a blink of an eye!

I then sucked all the shock in, and by the time the dawn prayer started, I begin to cry so hard…just imaging how lonely he is in his grave, crying for his family especially his mom, OMG Allah yi3een-ha, thinking of death…it's so frightening.

I got up, prayed, and read for him a prayer (du3a2 el-mayet), and cried so much while praying and reading the du3a2…
Allah yir7amah.

May he rest in peace.